hating not having control of a situation....

I know what I want to do. It may change more than I change my panties but you know what, thats my perogative. Today, I was presented with someting that would completely change the course of how things might go for me, and I am happily ok with that. I just now have to work on my better half and hopefully be able to work out some knicks. It would definately lessen some of the things I have been worrying about lately. Some things in life are just more important and that is just the way it is. I am sorry this blog is so decriptive but I don't want to go into to much detail till some decisions are made. I am asking for prayers for my husband and I as a big decision needs to be made. *D*